Date: 2009-11-12 19:37 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

who am iiiiiiiiiiiiii

Date: 2009-11-10 20:19 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

I had an appointment with my therapist today.  This was a quote from her, "I don't think I've ever heard you talk so much in a single session."  It was so true.  I just kept going on and on and on.  And sometimes I talked so fast I couldn't believe I wasn't needing to slow down or take a break.  And I ran many errands today and felt ZERO anxiety.

This is insane.

Date: 2009-10-20 23:02 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

I couldn't help it.  I saw this, and I had to get it.  Now I need to buy other posters for my walls.  I got a wicked paper cut putting it up.
 

Date: 2009-07-23 15:10 Subject: Incubus <3 Security: Public

My legs hurt SO bad... we pretty much stood for 6 hours straight.  Two hours in line and four hours on the lawn.. ugh.  But I don't even care, I want to do it all over again.  And my vocal cords hurt, seriously.  From singing the entire set basically.


There are no words that would even begin to describe how amazing it was.  It was beyond anything I imagined.  I am so so so in love with them you don't even know.  They were perfect.  The set was perfect.  There were these drunk idiots a few people over from us but I'm not even going to dwell on that.  And it rained pretty much all night.  Not even a downpour, just this constant light sprinkling.  It did stop towards the end and it got so humid and Brandon was like, "I feel like it's sticky.. are you guys sticky?"  And he turned to Mike and goes, "You're moist?  I'm moist."  Ahh I'm hanging on every word they said.  "Thank you Indy!  Can I call you guys that?  You can call me B."  And Ben was so cute.  He has the best smile in the entire world.  I was about 15 feet from the stage on the right side... so I had a pretty good view of everyone.  Seeing Brandon's tattoos in real life it was so awesome I can't even explain.

Setlist:

Privilege
Pardon Me
Nice to Know You
Anna Molly
Stellar
Megalomaniac
Love Hurts
I Miss You
Drive (acoustic)
Talk Shows on Mute (acoustic)
Dig (acoustic)
Redefine
A Certain Shade of Green
Circles
Quicksand
A Kiss to Send Us Off
Wish You Were Here
Let's Go Crazy
---Encore---
Punch Drunk
Pistola
Warning


Every song was AMAZING.  Privilege was the perfect song to start with.  They came out and started it and I was just in utter bliss.  I think my favorite song was Stellar.  Just hearing that song played live... singing it at the top of my lungs... I was so in love.  I didn't want the show to end.  Even though I was ready to collapse, I wanted them to keep going.  I keep getting goosebumps just thinking about it.  :D :D :D :D <3

After the show, Heidi and I went to Denny's, and we started talking about tattoos.  I have decided that I am going to get a tattoo of yesterday's date.  "7-22-09"  Heidi said I should get it on my side, which seems like a good place... but I'm not 100% sure yet.  It's going to be pretty small.  Heidi's going to get "Ty" on her left wrist, and we are both going to get a butterfly on our right ankle because my mom had that tattoo.  So anyway I'm pretty excited!  I hope to do it within the next few months.

:D

Date: 2009-07-17 18:45 Subject: this is typical of me Security: Public

My dad bought me a new computer chair because mine was like a million years old and was ugly and uncomfortable.

I went and spilled a glass of Dr Pepper... half of it went on the carpet, and the other half on my brand new chair, which happens to be CLOTH, not leather.

I grabbed a towel and tried to press as hard as I could, even beating the freakin' thing to try and soak up as much as I could.

All I can think of is, "There's your mildew.  That is gonna smell."

Date: 2009-07-08 10:41 Subject: new moon Security: Public

I see myself becoming who I always made fun of.  A Twilight fan.  Ahhh, I can't stop myself.  I can't I can't I can't.  The first book / movie was TERRIBLE compared to New Moon.  It was amaaaazing.  And I just watched the movie trailer on youtube.  I can already tell that they ruined it.  I guess I just want it to be exactly like the book, but that wont happen.  But omgggg Jacob looks so fucking hot.  Like way way way hotter than Edward and it almost makes me root for Jake.  What is with me and brown men?  I want all over that.

Date: 2009-07-05 19:55 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public Music: neither of us can see

I read like 120 pages of New Moon in one day.  For me, that's a lot.  So far, it's like 100 times better than Twilight.  I can actually feel the feelings she describes in the book.  While in Twilight I was like, "wow that's cheesy."  Much better.  Much much better.

17 days til Incubus!!!!!  I have the best idea for t-shirts.  I'm waiting for the AA shirts to come in the mail.  I have the paper to print out the design and everything.  I hope it turns out.  I'm going to write the set list on my arm with permanent marker.  You seriously don't even know how excited I am.  I might pee my pance.

Date: 2009-05-09 23:44 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

( I'm allowed to make fun of myself, rite? )

Date: 2009-05-08 23:13 Subject: fuck. Security: Public

Gerald Smith's body was found in the Wabash River in Vincennes, 60 miles south of where he went missing.

He was supposed to graduate TOMORROW.

ISU hasn't had any disappearances for over 25 years.

The autopsy isn't til tomorrow, but I can pretty much guarantee you someone killed him.  I hope they catch the bastard(s).

I'm never walking alone on campus after dark again.